I need some answers..?

Okay, so right now I'm feeling a little insecure about my looks...shocker. I am about 5'8 with medium length thick curly hair, a 36C, a kim kardiash-ish butt and hips, clear/smooth skin, and a little big but thats because i have some muscle and hips lol (im not a size 5 basically) I know it sounds so over played by every girl but i really only talk to my boy friend when i feel bad about it (which isn't like every second of every day or anythign like that) but he just gets mad at me because he says Im beautiful and I should know that (which is nice) but I still need to vent sometimes like everygirl.. But he is the only guy that has had that reaction towards me. For example: If i walk into a party and no one knows I have a boyfriend all the guys typically stay away from me and go to the stick figured hair straghtened chicks with a lot of clevage and tight clothes. Im going off to college and I am worried that it is still going to be that way. Im not looking for anyone or a fling, i love my boyfriend its just nice to feel admired every once in a while. Plus, i like hanging out with guys since i grew up around alot of them..but its goten to the point now where it feels like guys only wana hang out or be with girls who are steriotypically hot and remind you of sex every time you look at them. I wouldnt think its my personality turning anyone away cause i am usually a smiling, laughing, teasing type (not mean just joking around). But am i doing something wrong and I ugly or are guys just *** wholes looking to get laid at this point?